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Message from Jesus about Holy Thursday, July 30th 1991.
Started with a vision of the Road to Calvary. Jesus told me that the road stretched to the end of Earthly time.
He is in a hole under the ground.
Jesus said, "In My solitariness I suffered the solitariness of all abandoned, of all hostages, of all lonely, of all solitary prisoners; but I reached deeper depths. I suffered all the suffering of the spiritually abandoned and neglected and of those in spiritual abandonment and neglect. I suffered the depths of spiritual deprivation. I prayed continually to the Father; I knew loneliness and abandonment; I knew fear.
I experienced and lived wretchedness.
In that night I knew loneliness; I was deprived absolutely. I was deprived of sleep; I was deprived of rest; I was deprived of comfort; I was deprived of peace of mind."
He would say all that. He could sum it up. He will sum it up. He was deprived of justice. There was no justice in His arrest, and there was no justice in anything that proceeded from that moment. His Law, God's Law, is not all justice, it IS Justice; and He, as man and Divinity, was deprived of all justice. In His tomb before the Passion - as we understand it, as we tend to leap between Gethsemane and Sanhedrin, when in fact the Passion continues after Gethsemane; His Passion reached a fulfilment before the mock trial - in addition to the deprivation spoken of, He experienced, He lived depravation. He lived in the knowing of those for whom He was to sacrifice Himself. He paced the floor in knowledge of man in those hours. (very confined space, nevertheless, movement kept Him alert; the Devil sought to overcome Him with fatigue and despair.)
Jesus said, "The early hours of Good Friday must be dwelt upon, My children, as amongst the most significant and most burdensome of My Passion. They were the culmination and meeting points of My last hour in the Garden and My conviction. All who dwell upon My Passion must dwell in silence in those hours I spent in fear and in mourning.
My Heart dwelt in two realms of fear. I feared humanly, but with containment of fear; I feared without limitation, Divinely, for the souls in My care, I their Saviour. All lost souls tumbling before* My crucifixion into the snares of Satan; tumbling before My weary Passion to the depths of Hell. I shook, I trembled, to see lost souls. My Passion was truly deepest at this moment in time. I saw those who would deny the Cross I was to endure for their sake. Vexing I saw those who debate and deliberate the Cross - their cross that I would soon carry on My back. Oh, I yielded most graciously to them, the deliberators, the questioners. I called out to My Mother to pray for Me to My Father, in My humanity. In My Divinity She united Herself with Me in those hours, the Mother of the Cross. The Father was merciful; I was given glimpses of those who would be saved by My Cross. I was given glimpses that stretched the horizons. I looked beyond the horizons of souls. I indeed looked to the Second Coming.
My journey, as I said My daughter, was for all time, and is in all time, and will be all time, and all time will be met in Me, as I was given to see that night after Gethsemane and My Most Holy Father allowed in His Mercy. Ponder on that time before My trial, and all children of the world know that I am the fulfilment of time. Look only to Me. Pray, My daughters and sons, pray. I tell you, make every breath a prayer as I did those lonely hours. I leave you with My Peace."
©Margaret Carlin 1991, extract from Love's embrace booklet 1.
* 'before' as in right in front of.
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